September 23, 2008

iron and wine

i hate feeling like this at the end of the day.
the feeling you get when you're in the car
and it creeps up on you.
and then you just feel this horrible feeling.

i got a surprise recently
to find out what a shitty surprise it was.
im so sick of this.

i just want to be happy.
i am happy. but im also not.

ugh why is shit like this so draining. i cant even draft my essay....



September 15, 2008

because i like to rant

dont tell me you want me or want to be with me when you're obviously lying through your teeth.

the last person i believed when he said things like that to me 
doesnt even speak to me anymore because i messed that up with him

so really. cut the crap.
cause i see right through you.
esp when its all over for me to see.



reinventing

i've done school for three weeks now
and i must say i love it.
it keeps me busy 
and the fact that i have photography makes me weekends that much sweeter

work makes me happy too.
im glad to be making money.
and i've decided that out of every paycheck im gonna put some into my savings
so i can get that much closer to moving out

im really content with life
i've been hanging out with a great group of people
who i can be myself around..

i need a vaca though.
maybe socal soon