November 30, 2008

good vibrations.

i love how this week took me to a bad place.
and come sunday (today) , i feel amazing.
i've just realized, everything will come together in the end.

im starting to follow up on my tattoo.
im going to the shop tomorrow just to see whats up.
im excited. 


~oh yeahh
quit it.. karma's already got your name down for alot of shit.

November 27, 2008

weeds2


i love love this show. im almost done with the 2nd season :]
now for a few days to myself :]
come keep me company please 

i am thankful for every bad moment in my 18 years of living.
in those bad moments, i realize i am the only person i need.
others sooner or later just let you down or take you for granted.

im okay, better then i've been
at least im driving again :]

tomarrow, im gonna go for a run.
clear my mind of thoughts and people i dont need anymore.

November 26, 2008

weeds

please tell me why im addicted to this show.
i cant get enough. seriously i finished season one already.
im like 13 episodes in.
plus silas/the hott actor- SO HOTT.

anyways, signed up for my spring classes :]
im officially excited for spring session

justknowimalwaysgonnafeelthiswayaboutyou.
imalwaysgoingtobehere.

and to be completely honest.
im okay :]

November 24, 2008

dear 2009,

can you come sooner please?
this year just sucked so bad for me.
when i feel that its getting a little better
it gets sour .

im tired of 2008
really sick and tired of it.


November 23, 2008

to state the obvious

i hate feeling like an idiot.
who doesn't hate feeling this icky awkward feeling.

you know the" i told you so " feeling you get 
when you decide to do something you want not need
then it ends up slapping you in the face.

i feel like i've gotten nothing but beat up on all this year.
09' needs to come soon. 

November 22, 2008

well now you know.

the new kanye is soooo good.
i cant wait to get it.
-see you in my nightmare, is prolly my favorite.

anyways, i got to shop after months and months of not shopping.
and im pretty proud, i bargained really good

that was only 20 bucks.

i also bought jeans and a vneck
earrings too. ;]

anyways other then the good
comes the bad.
talk about complicated situations.
which one to pick. cons on both sides.
and im leaning toward one but... idk :|

November 14, 2008

you can't forget it. i know i can't at all.



there isn't a day where i don't wonder how you are.

November 12, 2008

sleep,or lack of it

-being at school, waiting for class, gives me time to kill


i cant help but complain about how hard it is for me to sleep.
but i love sleeping with someone else "cuddling" me.

the weekend was quite the fun one.

friday, i decided to stay home and watch a movie with chris :3
we watched changeling.. man, what a good movie.
I heard that angelina starved herself for the role, being that in the movie
she was thin, really thin. 
the story line and all star cast made the movie that much better.
great great acting. the only bad thing was the fact that the movie was 
LONG, a whole two hours and a little more after that.
the movie started around 12ish and didnt end until around 230.

after the movie, i just spent time with chris. 



 
Poster art for "Role Models."
 saturday,i think i just really hung out with my friend andrew, 
we were planning to go to the catalyst to see redman and method man
but it didnt happen. instead we went to watch rolemodels. it was hilarious i totally recommend seeing the two movies i saw over the weekend. After the movie we went to a party. i told andrew i would be designated. but after a while, i started drinking. and drinking more. gradually i was pretty tipsy. enough to say i was making an ass of myself. 
i managed to catch someones hand with my mouth , i bit my lip and started bleeding. other then that the night was good.

i managed to get home SERIOUSLY A FEW MINUTES BEFORE my parents. 
JUST MY LUCK :3

sunday was tons of fun. after michelle worked we went over to paige,sabrina,and mikes
along with other zumiez kids. We got there and they were in on a game of kings cup.
its really funny how different people play and how many different rules there are depending on who you're playing with. so we got in on the game.
michelle didnt drink this time. so i did. OH AND DID I. 
lets just say the night consisted of "zumiez" things. i met a bunch of other workers from other stores , they're all really great. i have pictures to show the nights fun.



November 7, 2008

oh.. justin

justin timberlake has a new track that leaked..
and i cant say how excited i am to see him this next tour.
i also saw uncandid pictures from the new video shoot.
and dear god ive never seen anyone more handsome then him  :]
sooo good lookin`

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