fed up

this is what happens when you rear endsomeone

and your car gets totalled

im not some toy you just play around with

i have feelings 

i hate this.

life stinks rightnow

lets just hope tonights fun

JUST IN CASE

you forgot

"You have my attention
Like you’ve had all the while,
Since that first day when you made my heart smile,
With loving eyes and tired sighs that follow."

-copeland

the worst feeling is to feel stupid

i've felt like this all day.

moapy pants mcgee..

silly silly girl.

i am like my mom says 

i jump the gun way to quick.

can't help it :\

j beezy :]

i had the most amazing two days, well technically one full day.

and all i have to say is im in such an amazing mood.

i wish i could be a singer/songwriter

i hate how when you're awake late at night 

you find yourself digging into things that shouldn't be bothered

i tend to do that often.

and right now i wish my stomach wasn't so uneasy as it is now.

i really wish i didn't know where to find where you end up

but on the upside.

kina grannis is amazing :]

i love this cover of disturbia

weekend of driving.

friday:i woke up and thought about going to class and instead went to mhs to visit. 

I came back home and went to dmv to get my license. 

i passed :] missing 11. my dmv person was really nice. plus santa teresa's route is easy.

i was pretty nervous though. 

too bad afterward NO ONE WAS TO BE FOUND TO GO DRIVING WITH.

 so i took a nap. when i woke up i went and watched a movie with ro , we watched BLINDNESS

super good movie, there were parts me and ro were angry about but over all i liked it.

sat:

i woke up,got ready, picked up tiana, and drove 101 to sf.

getting to sf, t had to go pee so we stopped at the mcdonalds on embarcadero.

the restrooms were customers only so we went across the street into borders.

while comming out there was this crazy man talking to people across the street. 

tiana and i ran to the car because he seemed to be talking to everyone about being rejected.

"all my life this is what its been REJECTION, do you have friends"

we laughed in the car. THEN traffic up the ass ... OH HOW I HATE THE CITY TRAFFIC/DRIVERS

i've never been honked at for no reason so much in my life.

finally we parked in a urine smelling parking lot.

walked , walked and walked. meeting up with garrett after. 

i took my pants off for a little wanting to fit in with all the hot and sexy half nakeds.

later i went home and worked for a few hours.

then after went to the hookah lounge with michelle. jason met up with us.

then la vics for some mexican late night lovin

today was mellow, i worked from 4 to close with a good bunch of zumiez people.

i did almost fall off the latter like 6 times. i also have a battle owwie from getting shoes.

i didnt finish my portfolio.. stupid lily. im already slackin on school. i havent gone to my photo class for weeks. im pretty much gonna fail :\ Damn it .. i really need to get on it.