April 19, 2009

Dear delicious paul walker


Can i be your 18 year old girlfriend, since you're actual girlfriend is 19.
Seriously i know so many girls that would kill to hold your hand, being that im one of them..

you're 35 but damn, you make me giggle like a 3rd grade girl...
i mean come ON look at you without your shirt on


April 17, 2009

DROOOOOL :]






BREAK ME OFF A PIECE OF THAT PLEASEE,

April 15, 2009

holy efron,

photo credit:perez hilton who got his pictures from the new issue of GQ

lately, i've been infatuated with mr.efron
seriously, look at that body

ugh, stupid vanessa ugly face, doesn't even compare to him



April 14, 2009

workin' on my fitness.


what i love about working out the most, is how you have to push yourself,
"just a little longer, finish this song up, or even common you can do it"
and afterward you feel great.

i worked out for the first time tonight in a while. 
i did indeed get a gym membership to MILPITAS HEALTH. 
so for all of you who gym there, holla at ya girl :]

i will most definitely be doing the spinning classes,
after doing them with the WV TRACK TEAM, 
i want to sweat like that all the time..


ON ANOTHER NOTE:
i've been blessed with great friends and an amazing boy.
all of them make me smile like no other,
so thank you seriously.



April 11, 2009

Hottie of the weekend.


so starting every saturday im going to have a hottie of the weekend,
some random celeb/person i know in real life that i adore.

this weekend's hottie is
ASHER ROTH

i was noticed him after his aprilfools video that was on the myspace front page,
but this morning i listened to his song "i love college". 
hes the cutest little white boy from Penn that i've seen.
and listening to his rhymes, hes pretty good.
check him out on youtube and myspace.


April 3, 2009

RECAP

Align Right
i know i've been neglecting my blog, but heres a nice little recap.

SPRING BREAKclubbin with the girls and the crew from school was fun,
i do indeed love my west valley friends :] , but the club reminds me of a certain someone
WHO WE WILL NOT NAME, luckily that day i got a friend back after a long period of being mad.


nothing but sun all week, i've gone to the beach more then a few times :].
it's still not the weather i'd like, but its enough to be half naked running around.

other then that the spring breaks been filled with alot of sleep and quality time with the people i love the most.



in other news:
-as soon as my tax return money comes in im getting a tattoo. probably just the outline.
-i have big plans for the summer, i need to start saving money.
-my 19th i hope to spend somewhere other then the bay area (disneyland) :]


 



March 23, 2009

this is why,

i want to be a preschool teacher.


Zombies and Monsters from Alexandra Sam on Vimeo.

my friend alex's little cousin is the cutest thing.
just watch the video.
this is why i love kids.

March 19, 2009

OBSESSED

s'cuse me lady gaga, can i have those shoes please.
im not one for big couture brand names, but ive always admired chanel.
and i love heels, i'm going to start investing in them more, esp if they look like those.


March 18, 2009

see you in my nightmares.


all i can do is seriously shake my head.
i dont know how people can take advantage of others kindness


March 17, 2009

qt without the qt

i repped you
won't ever forget you
but to forgive you
won't be easy 
because you did me dirtier then 
the swagger on weezy
and for that,
im just gonna walk away 
and say you'll not see me.


but i'll always feel for you

March 10, 2009

Physical Attraction



i've come to realize how pathetically shallow most people are.
i'll even be honest, i'm pretty shallow myself
but only to the point where without an attractive mind/sense of humor, all you are is a pretty face to look at.

now, i've realized anyone you're physically attracted to makes everything just harder in your relationship with them. 
 
i cant even count how many times i've had some sort of one sided relationship because they just wanted something physical. 
"oh i can't have a girlfriend right now, i have too much on my plate"
"i just got out of a relationship, but i do still want to do this"
"you know i care about you, but __________________."
any my personal favorite:
"_____________, but i still want to keep talking to you"

you just can't have your cake and eat it too, but for some reason everyones pouring sprinkles all over and eating it whole.

just like that movie/book, he's just not that into you, the guy with excuses isn't someone you're going to want to fall in love with, yet all we do is exactly that. because we always want what we cant have.

or even like drake says in his song November 18th,
"cause pussys only pussy and i get it when i need it"
i know this isn't the case for ALL guys, but right now at the start of puberty most guys only care about self-gain/pleasure. and don't get me wrong this goes for girls too.






March 7, 2009

what really grinds my gears..


when you text someone and they:
- don't text you at all.

it really doesnt take that long to text "I'm busy right now, I'll text you in a little"

and i,myself usually let people know if im at work or if im occupied doing something.


March 4, 2009

speechless


i went with a friend of mine to monterey this weekend
and met all of her bestfriend's roommates.
this morning she called me crying ,
i asked her what was wrong, she told me that one of the girls i met over the weekend had gotten into a car accident and died instantly. 
my jaw dropped to the floor. 
i gotta say for the small night over i had, i felt really sad the rest of my shift at work.
i cant help but think about how shes really gone.
all of us were going to go to the lil wayne concert in a few weeks 
and now she wont be there 
man... 

February 28, 2009

by far a new favorite



i just got finished watching this movie. i must say this is one of my new favorites.
the movie was made from a book, i will most likely go and pick up the book because someone just told me the book was so much better.

now i would recommend this movie.
i enjoyed it
i laughed, i cried, and i will be going to best buy to buy my own copy.


February 18, 2009

well hello mr.west


ever since drake, ive been finding black men very attractive
see what im talking about with kanyeezy

February 17, 2009

thank you, whoever you are.


i just wanted to take the time to thank the people in my life
as little or big
good or bad
your role in my life is,
i just wanted to say thank you.

my life right now is so amazing.
i cant help but thank everyone important.

and to those of you who have caused me pain in the past few months..
thank you also, you are the reason i got up and walked away from where ever i was.
because without you, i wouldnt be where i am today. 

most importantly, thank you babe
you make me do nothing but laugh and smile.

February 16, 2009

sleeping with a murder


so this morning i kept dozing in and out of sleep.
mostly because the storm thats hitting the bay was right outside the window.
but while i was awake i did hear a few rib-bits from the ghost frog.
the ghost frog that sheldon ran over of course, he was letting me know that i was sleeping with a murder.
i had an amazing valentines day with the most amazing valentine i could ask for.

i cant complain about life at all
i love life
i love the drake album
i love drunken weekends

February 9, 2009

:]

i cant get enough of the silly text messages
the laughs over the phone
the laughs while i lay in bed with you
and the just right feeling i get when i fall asleep

oh and the snoring isnt too bad either :P


February 6, 2009

you shouldnt point fingers

when really you should be just blaming yourself.
i never went out of my way to intentionally fuck anything up.

its ironic how people blame others when things go completely wrong
and dont factor in their own actions.
check yourself and the situation before you start stating false accusations.







February 3, 2009

undefeated

its funny how on the first day back
i see you the second i get to school.
i wont lie, you looked really cute
and my stomach dropped to the floor.
IRONIC AIN'T IT


on the upside
parents are gone valentines weekend. 
yeee :]
like big money weezy puts it
"how do i feel, bitch i feel undefeated" 

January 31, 2009

BIG MONEY WEEZY


DEAR DWAYNE MICHAEL CARTER JR.
i cant get enough of your swagger.
love always
lily.

c.r.e.a.m

its funny how i got paid today
and all of it is basically gone already 
aside from like ten bucks.

another thing i realized today 
was how small the world is.
i met people who knew of a certain someone 
and they knew exactly what i was talking about.

man. 
tomorrow should be fun 
can't wait

loving life.

January 28, 2009

in love over seas.

i am in love with charlie hunnam's character in the green street hooligans,pete. 
i just watched that movie and i must say, it was really good :]
i cant get enough of a boy with an english accent.
i wouldnt mind falling in love with an english boy.
plus the baby in the movie was by far adorable.

the movie over all was enjoyable.


January 26, 2009

bobby james.

i seriously love this song.

talk about a good weekend.
my car has no more gas.

love my girls
adore the boy
:] love life

January 25, 2009

we dont give a fuck about no hoe.

i love going out and making inside jokes with people i enjoy hanging out with

but what i'd really enjoy right now
is what i has lastnight and this morning.
ugh cuddles pleaseeeee

anyways, school soon.
woo waking up really early,gas money
i wonder if ill see jmac.

ugh i wish i was tired.

January 21, 2009

when you're feeeling dowwwn.

this will make you feel better

 
"Don't be reckless with other people's hearts,
 don't put up with people who are reckless with yours."

"sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. 
The race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself."

"Enjoy your body, use it every way you can.
 Don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, 
it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own."

"Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good."

"Be careful whose advice you buy, but, 
be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia,
 dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal,
 wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth."

hot and cold.

its funny how blind love actually is. its kind of pathetic of you.
you arnt seeing it hun, shes playing you hot and cold when its good for her.

anyways,
im so content with life and how things are going.
planning spring break :]
cancun maybeeee aww yeaa

January 20, 2009

i hate missing the idea of us.

its been a good year since we first started talking,
imagine if we stayed together where we would be.
i cant picture it, cause sooner or later i think "this" would of happened anyways

i know you've moved on and im just the stupid mistake you made.
but i really wish we were on good terms, i've tried but you're set on your decision.

i was where we were around a year ago with a new boy.
and i couldnt help but have my heart ache alittle for you because you meant alot to me.
we walked down the same streets and passed the same stores. 

its funny how you've forgiven others, but what did i do so wrong to not be forgiven.


January 17, 2009

LUMBERJACK ME BABY

so i bought this today during work because we were SOOO slow. it was only 30ish. good investment now that i think about it because i really really like it. in the store how ever i wasnt so excited but i bought it anyways because i knew i'd regret it later. 

i must say im quite content with life right now.
i have fun friends to go out with on weekends.
(its funny how carpooling brings you closer together.)
i have an amazing person in my life
i also love my job/coworkers.

but on the down side.. 
im broke as a joke
i need an additional job
my parents are a huge pain
i need a new car cause mine likes to play tricks on me.
but i mean im pretty happy 


January 12, 2009

hello being broke.


yay for school.
thats the cost of all my text...
damn the cool classes..


PLUS THE 300 FOR MY CLASSES.
i love learning, just not when its over 800 dollars
oh well, at least they're what i want.

im going to go sulk over how broke im going to be.
damn it, damn it

January 11, 2009

today was a beautiful day


especially since i woke up with youknowwho.
we didnt really wake up until around 2ish.
we decided to go to the mall and to trueeast.
i seriously love the east bay and how pretty it is :]

i havent been to walnut creek since feb.
but lets not talk about that.
anyways i've been taunted by all the obey jackets i've wanted.
like this

sooo nice, but of course it has to be $96
youknowwho on the other hand got an adorable sweater at h&m.

i dont really like h&m i cant ever really find anything there

but anyways, im pretty reassured and really happy :]

January 9, 2009

mindsex.

 dead prez put it perfect. 

January 6, 2009

"fierce day"

so while in m.a.c. the obvious gay artist was talking about how gay guys wake up
"first they're divas about it, and then they go to the window and say it going to be a fierce day today"

all this said, while i got an eye demo from ann (who is by far one of the prettiest asians i've ever seen) 
I was getting an eye demo because i had just cut my hair. Ironic how he said that when my new hair is a tad bit fierce. Plenty of girls have/had it but i thought i needed a new look.
so here's the hair
back
side

side
now.. i also decided to be a little fierce and take this

i do love my new hair and surprisingly my mom does too. 
so thank you youknowwho for telling me to just cut it.
im glad you like it most .

January 3, 2009

:]

cant help but love fridays.
sf with paris
then home
then latenight adventures
:]

i cant help but smile while i sleep.
not snore :P