BIG MONEY WEEZY

DEAR DWAYNE MICHAEL CARTER JR.

i cant get enough of your swagger.

love always

lily.

c.r.e.a.m

its funny how i got paid today

and all of it is basically gone already 

aside from like ten bucks.

another thing i realized today 

was how small the world is.

i met people who knew of a certain someone 

and they knew exactly what i was talking about.

man. 

tomorrow should be fun 

can't wait

loving life.

in love over seas.

i am in love with charlie hunnam's character in the green street hooligans,pete. 

i just watched that movie and i must say, it was really good :]

i cant get enough of a boy with an english accent.

i wouldnt mind falling in love with an english boy.

plus the baby in the movie was by far adorable.

the movie over all was enjoyable.

bobby james.

i seriously love this song.

talk about a good weekend.

my car has no more gas.

love my girls

adore the boy

:] love life

we dont give a fuck about no hoe.

i love going out and making inside jokes with people i enjoy hanging out with

but what i'd really enjoy right now

is what i has lastnight and this morning.

ugh cuddles pleaseeeee

anyways, school soon.

woo waking up really early,gas money

i wonder if ill see jmac.

ugh i wish i was tired.

when you're feeeling dowwwn.

this will make you feel better

 

"Don't be reckless with other people's hearts,

 don't put up with people who are reckless with yours."

"sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. 

The race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself."

"Enjoy your body, use it every way you can.

 Don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, 

it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own."

"Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good."

"Be careful whose advice you buy, but, 

be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia,

 dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal,

 wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth."

hot and cold.

its funny how blind love actually is. its kind of pathetic of you.

you arnt seeing it hun, shes playing you hot and cold when its good for her.

anyways,

im so content with life and how things are going.

planning spring break :]

cancun maybeeee aww yeaa

i hate missing the idea of us.

its been a good year since we first started talking,

imagine if we stayed together where we would be.

i cant picture it, cause sooner or later i think "this" would of happened anyways

i know you've moved on and im just the stupid mistake you made.

but i really wish we were on good terms, i've tried but you're set on your decision.

i was where we were around a year ago with a new boy.

and i couldnt help but have my heart ache alittle for you because you meant alot to me.

we walked down the same streets and passed the same stores. 

its funny how you've forgiven others, but what did i do so wrong to not be forgiven.

LUMBERJACK ME BABY

so i bought this today during work because we were SOOO slow. it was only 30ish. good investment now that i think about it because i really really like it. in the store how ever i wasnt so excited but i bought it anyways because i knew i'd regret it later. 

i must say im quite content with life right now.

i have fun friends to go out with on weekends.

(its funny how carpooling brings you closer together.)

i have an amazing person in my life

i also love my job/coworkers.

but on the down side.. 

im broke as a joke

i need an additional job

my parents are a huge pain

i need a new car cause mine likes to play tricks on me.

but i mean im pretty happy 

hello being broke.

yay for school.

thats the cost of all my text...

damn the cool classes..

PLUS THE 300 FOR MY CLASSES.

i love learning, just not when its over 800 dollars

oh well, at least they're what i want.

im going to go sulk over how broke im going to be.

damn it, damn it

today was a beautiful day

especially since i woke up with youknowwho.

we didnt really wake up until around 2ish.

we decided to go to the mall and to trueeast.

i seriously love the east bay and how pretty it is :]

i havent been to walnut creek since feb.

but lets not talk about that.

anyways i've been taunted by all the obey jackets i've wanted.

like this

sooo nice, but of course it has to be $96

youknowwho on the other hand got an adorable sweater at h&m.

i dont really like h&m i cant ever really find anything there

but anyways, im pretty reassured and really happy :]

mindsex.

 dead prez put it perfect. 

"fierce day"

so while in m.a.c. the obvious gay artist was talking about how gay guys wake up

"first they're divas about it, and then they go to the window and say it going to be a fierce day today"

all this said, while i got an eye demo from ann (who is by far one of the prettiest asians i've ever seen) 

I was getting an eye demo because i had just cut my hair. Ironic how he said that when my new hair is a tad bit fierce. Plenty of girls have/had it but i thought i needed a new look.

so here's the hair

back

side

side

now.. i also decided to be a little fierce and take this

i do love my new hair and surprisingly my mom does too. 

so thank you youknowwho for telling me to just cut it.

im glad you like it most .

:]

cant help but love fridays.

sf with paris

then home

then latenight adventures

:]

i cant help but smile while i sleep.

not snore :P